Jake's PastJake's PastJake's Past by J-Wolfe15
By: Jake T. Wolfe
I was born on the tenth day of the sixth month in a small village in the middle of the woods to a pack of wolves and a few wolf-hybrids. I was born as a full wolf to a black and silver male wolf, who was the pack's Alpha, and to a black, tan, and white she-wolf. I was unique and highly gifted so that I mastered with relative easy any and all tasks that were placed before me. Father and Mother taught me valuable skills in fighting, hunting, music, cooking, reading, and writing.
"Jake," Father said to me one day, "Your skills are extraordinary and you have mastered many talents. You will make a fine leader one day."
"Thank you Father," I replied, beaming with pride.
During my fifth year, I was ordered by Father and Mother to remain inside one night and not to look outside or to go outside.
"How come I can't go outside tonight?" I asked with confusion, "When all of the other kids can?"
"Not all of them are permitted outside tonight as well, son," Father scold
I'm a guy from Kingston-Upon-Hull in England (United Kingdom ).|
I'm Asexual (skepticsplay.blogspot.co.uk/p/… ), a redhead and have been diagnosed by doctors as having Asperger Syndrome (a milder form of Autism).
However, according to a spiritual advisor I am infact an Indigo Child/Adult undergoing transition into a Crystal Child/Adult. If you don't know what this means, don't worry about it. However, if you are interested and want to learn more check out this link here. (www.starchildglobal.com/)
I am quite different from 'normal' people and have often been described as strange, but that doesn't bother me. I do like making friends with people, but I tend to get along better with girls. I'm not really sure why.
When I was in school, I used to get bullied every single day just for the fact I was a redhead and the way I acted due to my autism. It was hell on earth for me and for many nights, I couldn't sleep due to recurring nightmares (seeing the bullies as monsters in my dreams).
Eventually, I began imagining myself transforming into a dragon to fight back against them and destroy them for good. It gave me a great feeling inside.
However, after reading the book "Through the eyes of Aliens" by Jasmine Lee O'Neil, I realize my victory over them has already been achieved. A bully's main purpose in what they do is to make you feel bad about yourself and try to get you to change who you are.
I managed to go through all 6 years without changing who I was, and therefore I have triumphed over them for good.
The dragon I dreamt up is still in my mind now (and its the same one I use for roleplaying or giving people hugs and cuddles - fav.me/d3hd8zz)
I am quite Empathic. I can feel other people's emotions and while at times it's nice to have, other times it is a burden. Whenever I see a friend or loved one upset or in pain, I start feeling pain in my Heart Chakra (middle of my ribs), which isn't a pleasant feeling. I will try to help any of my friends who need it so, and try to quicken the healing process they desperately need.
I believe that, as human beings, we all have the right to choose what we want to believe, not to have others choose for us. If you don't like what I like/believe, then fair enough. I respect your opinion but don't have a go (or swear) at me because of what I've chosen to like/believe, Instead just understand that I like something different, respect that I like it and just don't talk about it with me. If more people did this, there would be fewer wars.
Don't feel put down by people because of your beliefs, your appearance, your interests, your skin/hair colour, your age, your sexual orientation or what people think of you.
Never be ashamed of who you are...because you're awesome just the way you are!
You're not stupid, a freak, an idiot, a weirdo or a retard.
You're not 'nothing', a mistake, a waste of life or a disgrace to humanity.
You are one of a kind...and there will never be another like you!
You are unique...and being unique is cool!
Remember. Individuality is not a crime. No matter what makes us different, we are special in our own ways.
We are all human.
We are all a family.
We are all loved beyond what you can possibly imagine!
On a final note about myself, I can be quite vocal with my comments, so if I'm coming off as being annoying or 'over the top', then I apologize.
It's just my nature and I never intend to be a pain in the backside - it just kind of happens. I don't really have friends in real life due to my 'Autistic tendencies', so I try to be kind and loyal to the friends I can make here on the internet. I hope you understand.
If I comment and fave a lot of pictures by the same deviant all at once, I do become a bit paranoid as I feel I'm just annoying them.
A word of Warning: Any trolling or hating of me or my friends will result in immediate blocking from my page.
In every face, there is beauty.
In every heart, there is love.
In every mind, there is wisdom.
In every person, there is a soul,
there is life, there is worth,
and there is the ability,
to see all these things,
not only in one’s self,
but in all others, too.
Words can charm & words can wound. So choose your words with care.
Words can bring a blessing or hurt beyond repair…
Words can make us enemies & words can make us friends.
Words can make a quarrel & one word can make amends.
Words of hate are like stones flung out in anger or spite.
Words of truth are stars that give a sure & steadfast light.
Words of peace are isles of quietness in life’s troubled sea.
Words of love are like pearls strung of the threads of memory.
True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it. If you are a real friends, one who cares for their friends, copy and paste this.
ღ ♥ ☼ One Love ☼ ♥ ღ
----///---------|||---|||---I'm autistic and ---|||---|||------|||---|||---proud of it -----///---------///-----put this on your ------///----------///----profile if you support ----///-----or have autism
Join the aspie force, BE PROUD with us! <3
"Anyone willing to give up a little liberty to gain a little security will deserve neither and lose both."
- Benjamin Franklin
[Put this on your page if you role-play]
(¯`v´¯)copy and paste this
.`·.¸.·´ if you truly
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(¸.·´(¸.·´ (¸.·¨¯`☆ somebody
im a dragon lover
PUT THIS ON YOUR PAGE IF YOU ARE OR LOVE DRAGONS!
And help me to support!
Current Residence: Kingston-Upon-Hull
Favourite genre of music: I have a very varied taste in music
Favourite photographer: The great photographers on Deviantart!
Favourite style of art: Any that I decide I like
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: I don't use an MP3 Player
Favourite cartoon character: Changes all the time.
Personal Quote: The power of the voice is greater than the power of a gun.
The Gabriel Message card for this week:
Do not allow yourself to dwell in past patterns. Simply accept those choices and move ahead.
Does it seem like all your old patterns are in your face right now? I sure have noticed this phenomena in the past few months especially. It seems we are being given a chance to clear the way for some healthy new choices.
What I also have noticed is that if I don't give these old patterns any "juice" when they show up, they go away very quickly. In fact, they disappear without my being able to remember what it was that felt so in my face a moment before.
No, I don't think it is just my advanced age, even though I am beginning my 70th year today! I am hearing about this forgetfulness phenomena from many people of all ages and from teachers I respect as well. Those aspects of life that no longer fit who we are today are in the process of leaving our consciousness when we suddenly become aware of them. They won't stay unless we grab hold with our emotions. We really can let memories and patterns from the past go much faster nowadays. It has to do with the emotional energy we apply to that memory.
Emotions have a strong magnetic resonance, which means they will attract situations to you with the same vibration.The emotions from the past have no bearing on our present time unless we choose to bring them into our world. There is a very fast manifestation process going on now between our strong feelings and what we experience in our lives. Unless we want to repeat the past, it is exceptionally important that we not bring the old baggage into these new times. We have a chance to experience a level of freedom now that we have never had before. Things have become more simplified since 2012. Where we put our focus of attention is what we receive. Simple as that. It is our habits that continue to drag our old ways into the present time.
I am having surprising success at looking at some of my most painful memories (yet again) and finding that I really can let go, and forgive myself if that is needed. There is a new level of neutrality around the situation that was never there before for me. Of course I would have done things differently at that time if I had been more evolved. But now there is a new level of acceptance, willingness and a capacity to move ahead with my life without dragging the past with me.
We are all being given an exceptional opportunity to experience True Freedom within our lives right now. My life has taken on an almost magical quality as old burdens are lifted and new opportunities continue to abound. This is true for everyone. It is a special creative moment and we have lots of support as long as we stay present. This may mean paying more attention to thoughts and emotions so we do not get swept into turbulent waters. It may mean paying more attention to our spiritual practice and bringing a strong element of prayer into life right now, so there is more awareness of the massive support system available during the earth's ascension process. It really can be as easy as Aligning ourselves with Source energy and Allowing past patterns to fall away in this new resonance.
One of my intentions for this new upcoming decade in my life is to share more of my 40 years of spiritual background and the teachings I have received from the Archangels as well as the powerful teachers I have been blessed with over the years. I am beginning with a surprisingly deep and profound class called Timeless Practices for Living in Light. The teachings I will offer come from my personal experiences with the Divine and are the basis for all I do in my work and in my life. I will be also sharing wisdom from my guru as well as Archangel Gabriel so there are powerful energy transmissions in the work we will do together.
For July I am offering my readings and classes at a greatly reduced rate. Please take advantage of my gifts to you as I celebrate my birth into life on Earth.
Moment to moment, may we all awaken and recognize the gifts being offered to us for this powerful time of New Life Awakening.
Do not allow yourself to dwell in past patterns. Simply accept those choices and move ahead.
As you move through your life you are given many opportunities for growth. There may have been times when you chose ways of behavior which now seem inappropriate, and may even cause you great pain when you think of them. You may also have a sense of guilt for the pain you feel you caused others. You are here at this place and time, reading these words, to know that it is time to accept the choices you made in the past and to move on with your life.
What occurred in the past is over. To continue to beat yourself up or wish you had done things differently serves no purpose. There comes a time for forgiveness, and this is what is necessary before you can make the changes you want for your future. When you continue to relive past experiences, it keeps you dwelling in those patterns of behavior, even if you are no longer acting them out. It is necessary to clear those patterns through compassion and forgiveness.
Forgiveness is love in action. It is a cleansing balm which can soothe the tattered places of your mind. There is no person on earth who, as a child of God, does not deserve forgiveness. All that you have been through and all the actions you have taken up to this moment, have taught you lessons you have needed to learn. This is true for everyone. You will continue to receive the same lessons over and over, even if there is a slight variation in the form, until you do learn them.
It is helpful to remember your life is a huge school, where learning experiences are given in every moment to bring you to the peace and light of the Divine Presence within you. At a certain point in life, the peace of God is more important than anything else. All the choices you make will be made from the inner awareness: Does this bring me closer to peace? It is helpful to pray for others that they too might also find this place of peace within themselves.
Joy is found in total forgiveness. It can free you to live your life in the present moment because you will no longer be looking back at what occurred in the past, or worrying about the future. When you find yourself living wholly in the moment, an energy is released within you. You can find passion for living, and a connection to the Source of all your good. From this place, all the decisions you make and the actions you take will be for the highest good of all concerned. From this place you can find the peace you have been searching for. It is in this moment right now, and it is within you.
Take the time to look at what is worrying you or what things in your life cause you pain when you remember them. It can be helpful to make a list, or write a letter to God or to the Angels and say all that you want to about that subject. Don't hold back. It's OK to go on and on, and repeat yourself. The important thing is that you clear your mind and emotions.
It may be helpful to picture yourself as a small child who did something which was not appropriate. Forgive this child of God, for if you had known how to do it differently, you would have. This is true for others involved in any situation. Forgive their inner child, even if you cannot forgive their actions.
When you feel complete, sit quietly and breathe balanced breaths. Call on the Angels of Light and Love to be with you and guide your way. Next, pray to your Higher Power, and ask for forgiveness for those actions that may still cause you pain. Ask that you might feel God's forgiveness at the deepest level of your being.
Have an intention to heal all experiences within you from the past so you may now live in peace. When you have this intention, the flow of energy in your life will move in the way that will reflect your highest good. In this truth you can trust. Free yourself by forgiving the past, accepting the present moment as it is, and allowing miracles to be your future.
This is as it shall be when you remember your inspiration for today:
Do not dwell in past patterns. Simply accept those choices and move ahead.
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